Bring my baby home

wow I never come here and the times I have I did not want to say too much I do not know who see can see this, but I have kept myself from speaking my thoughts and feelings about what we are going through in hopes that "they" would let me at least talk to my son. That say has never come. Now anyone who knows me knows that I like to talk things out and I will keep at it until we see I to eye, it can be irritating but I have always believed that if people communicated to one ano...ther a resolution could be agreed upon that would work for everyone, but if you just act on and assume you know everything and you know what the other person is about or you think well what would I do? Then you are wrong, I thought I was right to wait around and not act as most would, because I really thought most people would act like me. I thought they would think of the best interest for everyone's safety and happiness not just their own wants and needs. I thought somebody else with children would automatically think this way, knowing that you need to think what is best for a child and make sure you are right not just assume. I stayed in my marriage and tried my best to keep a good relationship with my daughter's father and my husband my son's father. I never used the help that was there for me at the time because I wanted my kids to have what I did not.... A FATHER a STABLE home to grow up in, so I would work with both to ensure they would be in their lives I let myself be controlled. I worried to much about being "nice" and not letting personal conflict come between my children and their father, but I was wrong in so many ways. Thinking If I stayed true to my word and the kindness of my stupid trusting heart people would for sure treat me the same. Well to this day I have only been hurt not only by others but by my own way of dealing with people. I kept quiet for a long time and did not want to be weak and ask for help anymore. when I did finally run shouting and screaming for help it fell on deaf ears. To my surprise nobody heard,cared, or listened ....so I thought. But I realized maybe this is not so unheard of. I doesn't mean it is ok See more